just push me in …

just push me in and call me done. 

my heart is so full from this magic I do believe i could stay a float forever. 

and it’s a good thing. 

my life is about to change in a big way and all i could do was stare in awe at this life. 

the one i have journeyed hard for. 

the one where the greens are greener and the sounds are sharper and the tenderness is so raw + thick i have no choice but to take sweet time letting it live here too. 

growing up and growing old. 

teaching and learning that this world is a beautiful adventure full of sharp and smooth turns waiting for each of us to breathe it into fullness, not hold it just as it is or breathe it solely for others. 

on our own. 

breathing. 

and together. 

breathing. 

separated sometimes by distance, hours and days but never from this deep hearted connection. 

to breath. 

and each other. 

so go on …

push me back in. 

but maybe just call me alive.